Thursday, August 21, 2014

Death and Hope....

 Blessings to you.. Death is such a hard thing to accept.. no matter what Even though Mama is at peace and resting.. I miss her like mad house.. every single day.. I want to call her and speak to her I want to visit her and I can't. so many times I have the erge to give her a call.. funny what we are used to.. It's been five months since she left and my mind keeps invisioning her taking her last breath her alive and asking me to hold her.. Them taking her out the door wrapped up in a black velvet cloth and a rose left on her bed after they took her.. Her lying in her bed after.. so many things.. the only hope that I have is to embrace God's words.. In Psalms 25:8 He will actually swallow up death forever and the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will certainly wipe the tears from all faces.  And the reproach of his people he will take away from all the earth. for Jehovah himself has spoken it. He promises to take
death away pain and suffering.. God Jehovah does not lie! If we continue to observe his commandments .. observing them following them appying them.. with out there is nothing.. we must
give our hearts and souls to out Heavenly Father for he gave us life .. I believe to have the promise of my Mama being resurected and therefore want to be there when this day comes.. I not only want to see her again but my brother Gary jr. and my grandma Strider.. turn to Jehovah in time of need turn to him for daily life.. give him your heart and soul that he might be able to give you life everlasting on earth..

With love Janice.....


  1. Dear Janice, I am so sorry for the loss of your dear mother. 5 months is not a long time and it takes time to process the changes that come with our loved ones passing. Both my mother and father passed away 22 months apart and that was nearly 14 years ago already. Still there is not a day that goes by I do not think of them. To pick up the phone and call, to visit over a cup of tea. The good news, they are in the arms of our Lord and that gives me great comfort. I hope you find that peace and comfort in the days ahead till we all meet again.
    Blessings for a wonderful weekend.

    1. Thank you Celestina Marie, for your kind words. I think it will be a long time before the uncomfortable feeling lessons.. My appreciation for sharing with me.