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Sunday, February 5, 2017

Thank you Lord

๐ŸŒฟ๐ŸŒธ๐ŸŒบPsalm 149:3.  Let them praise his name with dancing and make music with timbal and harp...
   

     

Thursday, November 24, 2016

Grateful for .....

     This morning I woke up with a smile on my face telling God and my Lord Jesus thank you for another day..  A beautiful day..  A glorious day...  A day that I can share with my family and friends...  I'm thankful every day and I'm thankful that the Lord has opened my eyes wide so I can accept all that he has for me and accept him into my heart and more over that I'm not longer blinded and I have come to my own understanding of him and my heavenly Father... Not so e mans understanding.. When you come to understand everything clearly it is such a wonderful thing.  I have so much to learn in the bible still, but I'm glad my mind and heart are open to it..  There are so many lost people out there and I'm so so grateful I'm not one of them...  I pray for them all to be found..  And that they find Jesus and follow him and open their hearts wide to let him in, it is the most wonderful glourious feeling ever..  I feel as if the world was lifted off my shoulders..  There are still issues of life but I'm not carrying it alone anymore and that is the difference.  When you walk with the Lord there is such a difference..  He will carry your burdens for you...  It's just so beautiful..  I'm thankful also for my new church Shekinah Christain Fellowship, I'm grateful for the kindness and softness and loving self of Pastor Hillman and First Lady Hillman they are full of genuine Love Bishops as well and Prophet too.  I been blessed with the most loving family on earth.  And all my fellow worshippers..  I leave there with such love and happiness instilled in my heart I can't even explain it.  I'm humbled before you dear Lord to do your will as you see it not I...  Thank you for all that you have given me and continue to give me, I owe everything to you and my heavenly Father for dirrecting me..  It is a grand pleasure to walk in your footsteps and serve you.  My heart is overfilled with gratitude and love Thanks a million times for showing me the way..  Please never leave me... Amen 
     I want to wish each and everyone of you out there where ever you are a most wonderful Thanksgiving day with your families are whoever your with...  God bless..  Open your heart open your mind to the Lord and our heavenly Father so he can give you Love and peace within yourself.. You won'r regret a drop of it..
                             With love Janice


Friday, October 14, 2016

Cancer and a friend

     Today I want to talk about this ackward place...  Meaning my very first bf from when I was young...  His gf now has a uncurable cancer..  I had recently went to a so kind of battle with him about our oast and went through some changes but came out in a better place finally closing that door.  The whole say about four months give or take.  I still sent him messages text..  He wouldnt talk to me for a minute and recently decided to respond.  He is going through it and her as well.  They have given her three months to live.  My heart aches for them both.  My grandmother died of cancer and battled with it for years, but she lived to 68.  They woman is young I believe 47 and its just said that our world has so many horrible things that people get.  A close friend also died of cancer at 34..  She had four kids still young..  They gave her six months but she only made four the chemo had not the lights out of her...  It was difficult watching her die.  I feel that I'm doing the right thing in Gods eyes to be there not just for him but her as well.  Today he said he was having a most difficult day..  So I tried to comfort him with bible scriptures that I found online and the last one being the most comforting one for me.  Which is Isaiah 41:10.   It says Do not be afraid for Iam with you  don't be discouraged for I'am your God I will strengthen you and help you.  I will hold you up with my victorious right hand.  This is what helped me survive my panic disorder my children my brother drug addiction my mom dying and all the after affects  of everything.  You hear people say to find peace you need to find God and it is true.  I'm finding peace within myself more and more as I grow in God and his son Jesus Christ.  As I keep trusting in him I don't feel so anxious anymore.  I find that I can be calm, make calmer decisions...  It really doesn't feel awkward at all it feels right to be of help anyway that I can..  Bless us all o Lord and Father of prayers.  I'm reaching out for you to guide me to help them..  To reunite them both with you God and your son son Jesus Christ...  The only begotten one who gave his life for ours to be saved from sin..  Please dirrect me forgive me for my sins keep me with you always, all this I ask in the name of your son Christ Jesus Amen...

Sunday, October 9, 2016

Church and hearing God...

     O lord, your words were grand today...  I went to the house of God this morning for some much needed words of love and wisdom..  The message was strong to have that Faith that strong faith that no matter whats happening Faith, you know who you stand with Faith through the fire and rain...  It reassured my heart and soul that I'm doing the right thing.  Trusting in you my Father following in Jesus foot steps.   It gave me further strength and faith..  I attended a house of God this morning a place I had never been.  I visited this house of God a couple years ago at a different location.  It has now merged with another congregation.  Today I accepted Jesus in front of the congregation.  ( I accepted him on my own a couple months ago) and this morning was blessed with gaining new brothers and sisters in the Lord.  I haven't since I was a young girl faced the congregation.  And actually not in the way I did today.  The paster told me these are all my brothers and sisters...  And I replied good I need everyone of them.  I wasn't scared to look out at them at all.  I didn't feel like I was being judge I felt I was truly being welcomed...  Today was a best day..  Maybe I have found my home in the Lord...  With love Janice


Sunday, October 2, 2016

Isaiah 56:1

     This is what the lord says:
          " Maintain justice and do what is right...
     For my salvation is close at hand...
     And my righteousness will soon be revealed..
     Blessed is the one who does this...
          The persons who holds this fast...
     Who keeps the sabbath without desecrating it...
         And keeps their hands from doing any evil...

Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Just some thoughts...

     Yesterday, I was missing mama...  And I posted on facebook the profile that I made in memorance of her.  I made a picture album to with pictures of the family.  Me my children their children and great grandchildren..  It is mostly for us family who miss her.  But all of a sudden when I was doing it.  I though about the celebration of life.  I have difficulties, bad bad back panic disorder among other things.  And as I visit blogs and facebook friends.  I'm noticing I'm not alone at the least.  I quit going to the Jehovah Witness Kingdom Hall , the only way I mostly knew all my life.  But because thats how I was brought up.  I knew some what of other faiths...  But not like them.  Certain events pushed me to look into the structure of them.  And I found it unbelievable...  I was sadden, but relieved as well.  The pressure is to much.  So at any rate I miss the ritual of going to church and the association.  But I can not do fake and pretent it has never been me.  But I'm learning as I go along.  So I feel I have grown some what.  Which brought me to the thinking of the celebration of life.  I know this much for sure.  I believe in God and the Christ.  And I believe we should not take life for granted.  And I know following our lords way makes it easier to swallow this crazy world ways and actions.  I'm also glad I'm no part of this upside down world.   As he says Do not love the world or anything in the world.  If anyone love the world, the Father is not in him.. 1John 2:15.  Celebration of Life...  There were celebrations of life, one when Jesus brought Lazarus back to life.  The passover was a celebration ?  I think we should cherish life.  Not take it for granted.  Life is about living and death.  And in between learning gaining knowledge and wisdom, but I believe it to be in our Father and our Lord Jesus Christ.  I'm 58 years of age but I have yet to gain all that is necessary, but are grateful that the Heavenly Father is showing me the way to it.  So that is a celebration Of my life...  Faith in him ✨๐Ÿ’›✨ 
   With love, Janice... .